Okay i got boyfriend trouble. i mean nothing really bad. i really dont even think he noes what he is doing. HECK i dont even think i noe whats wrong! but i feel something in my heart that, well i really dont know how to explain it.

SOMETHINGS WRONG!!!

i dont want to ask him if he still has the same love for me as he did the first month we were dating bcuz then he will think that i am doubting our love for each other.

                                                                I REALLY LOVE HIM!!!

i dont know how to tell him sometimes how much i love him!

                    i dont want to say he is hard to fall in love with bcuz he isnt. he loves hard and it was really easy for me to love him!

                                     HELP!!!!!!!

           i cant break up with him bcuz when i think of being without him i feel sad and my heart hurts (well thats a figure of speech i guess, it doesnt hurt physically, it hurts emotionally) but anyways i cant even think of us not being together.

 i allready love him so much.......but what if he doesnt love me as much as i love him???? what if he hurts me????? what if i cant handle it???????? what if he cheats on me????????

                                                   i have all these questions!!!! but does anyone know the answer??? well i need to know!!!

im afraid to fall anymore in love with him because he might hurt me and i am sooooooooo SCARED of that!!!

                       i guess you could say i have comitment issues. but its not my fault, i have been cheated on b4 and i really dont want that to happen again!!! i have been abused (as my boyfriend says to me when i told him i have been cheated on)

         hopefully he sees that i have been hurt and "abused", and hopefully he wont do it to me............

P.S.

 and if he does ima kick his *ss!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Heather-